[12 Oct 2004|01:36am] i thought id start a new journal and just start with people who care. if you want to add it go ahead, if not its cool. willie_loman goodbye from this journal and we all miss you jonny! grown up fast.

[01 Oct 2004|07:31pm] ok im going to clear all this bullshit! someone decided to try and mess with my journal once again witch i think is absolutely hilarious. one i dont have the internet at home anymore and bae knows this and lots of people know this. its also funny because of how a month before this lame entry was written i said i wasnt going to write in my journal, when i say im not going to i mean im not going to. Then to Julia, ok wow you got something said about you god damn you talk shit all the time and dont even say that you dont. you dont need to go bitching about it to everyone and you dont need to get cailah involved too. Bae said what she wanted to say about you because i told her to. It pisses me off that someone has the nerve to be fucking with my journal and saying shit like i like julia and i broke up with bae, and dont even take this like oh im blaming you because im not but i honestly dont care that bae said the things she said about you. all you bitches do is cause drama, that could have easily been solved much easier but you fucking take it so far. the things you said were rediculous. Bae is far from fat, whoever told you that is fucking blind, oh but of course shes not the annorexically skinny scene bitch so al of a sudden shes fat, thats fucking rediculous and for the ugly part fuck julia look in the fucking mirror if you want to see ugly you dont need to go looking at pictures of people who are millions times prettier than you. i love how you think calling her brown does shit. first of all shes pretty much paler than me besides her face which is the slightest bit tanner, shes proud to be puerto rican just like youre proud to be fucking brazilian. youre just rediculous and i know after you read this youre going to get all drama queen on me, this time leave bae out of it this was all me and what i wanted to say. i dont really give a fuck if you start bitching to me because i could careless what you say and what you do say wont mean a fucking thing to me. oh and for the cailah going to get someone on bae. you wont get anyone on bae. if you get anyone on bae or me, theyll fucking regret it. you can call us pussies but ive got friends who wont be scared to pull guns or whatever else they want. this doesnt need to be violent. it can stop right here but im sure it wont. drama queens dont let things go, they go on and on. another thing that is hilarious. yes you both do claim to be all mosh and so tuff. fuck that. besides cailahs crowdsurfing i dont see either of you doing shit. youre the kids who go to everysingle "hardcore" show at the fucking palladium. whatever you guys can hate me all that you want to hate me i wont care. its no loss to me. if you want to send someone on me, warn me because ill be fucking waiting and trust me we wont lose. if you have a problem talk to me not bae, this has nothing to do with her and all to do with me. this could easily be stopped by not causing the normal drama that i know you two will start and talking to me normally. the only reason this was typed is because you two pissed me the fuck off with the bullshit that you said about my girlfriend. 21 shed their past grown up fast.

[26 Sep 2004|02:14pm] ALRIGHT: This is Bae... and Corey and I didn't break up, losers. ANYWAY, no offense Julia, but my boyfriend would never even think of touching you with a tenfootpole because yr skanky. And even though he did kiss you like A YEAR AGO, he regrets it a lot.  Sorry bia.  Not to be mean or anything, but why would he want an anorexicly [he even calls you that] skinny bitch, with HORSE teeth. Yr so scene, and yr pants are really ugly.  Yr pseudo-photographer wannabe skills are shit.  Look up the pseudo. I probably spelled that wrong, but so be it, I never said I had exceptional spelling skills, but that's okay.  Anyway, yr like what hunny? 14? 15?  And I'm positive you can totally "mosh me up" but seriously, he wouldn't go out with someone such as yourself, so don't be flattered. K? K! ANYWAYS-- Corey says, if you have a problem talk to HIM and not ME.  Stupid faggots. WITH LOVE<3, <3baelynn noelle macneill<3 40 shed their past grown up fast.

[26 Sep 2004|10:28am] i broke up with bae and i have to confess something. i like julia. 5 shed their past grown up fast.

[22 Aug 2004|06:24pm] well im sick of writing to myself so i think this is FUCK YOU to livejournal. yes ill still look at everyone elses and comment if anyones interests me (though noone cares to for me). everyone wanted to stay on the friends list but they cant even leave a fucking comment. so if anyone cares to read this or cares to take the time to leave corey a comment go ahead. maybe if i get enough comments ill stay but im highly doubting ill get many. 3 shed their past grown up fast.

[21 Aug 2004|02:41pm] 11 months ago today, i met this girl. this girl was this beautiful girl named baelynn noelle maxwell. this girl is was the most fun person ever to talk to. i had this huge huge crush and now 11 months later i am completely in love with her. i love you so much bae grown up fast.

[11 Aug 2004|10:24pm] check the livejournal layout and comment. grown up fast.

[10 Aug 2004|05:54pm] Happy early 7 months bae! i love you with everything ive got! you are the one for me i am so thankful to have you i love you 1 shed their past grown up fast.

most amazing time of my life [06 Aug 2004|10:48pm] so wednesday morning starts off like everyother morning, 10 o'clock meaning the sweet sounds of baelynn noelle maxwells voice. then around 11:30, she had to get dropped off at snehas to be picked up by jon to come to see me. around 4:30 my baby calls telling me she is lost (after i tell her to call me when she gets off the highway,hahaha i love you) and i direct them back into the right direction. at around 4:45 the most beautiful girl in the entire universe is in the passenger seat of the car that has just pulled into MY driveway, so i go put my skateboard away and get into the car. little did i know i was going to have by far the best time in my entire life. so we were off to pick up jonathan mcgrath. we arrive and bae gets out of the car and we finally get that big big hug which was absoutely amazing. then we were off to natick to newbury and the mall. bae was so lovely to sit in the backseat and cuddle with me. we get bored of the mall so we head back. i promised my bae a slurpee so i have jon stop at 7 11 for us. we get the slurpees and then off to price chopper to buy anything and everything, where we picked up, gatorade,go!,trix, and a gallon of chocolate milk. then we stop at taco bell on the way home to get my baby her chicken quesadilla. then back to mcgraths. me and the lovely miss baelynn took a nice walk and it was so cute. then went inside and cuddled on a chair for about three hours. then off to mcgraths little sisters room where we cuddled for a little bit and made love for our first time. it was absolutely perfect and absolutely amazing. thats right baelynn noelle maxwell took my virginity and i am the most proud person on this planet. then we cuddled again and my little princess fell asleep. after about an hour and a half or so i kissed and and woke her up becuase i missed her. then it all happened again. then finally at about 9 45ish bae and i woke up the jons. we stopped by my house to watch the HENTAI video, me and bae cuddled on the love seat of course. then off to the diner where me and bae cuddled again and i ate some eggs and home fries while she drank her iced coffee. then off to wal mart we went. i defintely had the best time ive ever had at wal mart. i guess you can say that about anywhere when you are with one you love so much. then back off to mcgraths where my baby fell asleep. i walked into the room sat down on the bed next to her and rubbed her upper back and neck and kissed her cheek to wake her up. then we were really cute and had little tickle wars. then it was off to another mall we went. this time the solomon pond mall. it was the most amazing time ive ever had there as well, jon, bae and i walked and it was so amazing, me and bae cuddled and walked and we shared a lollipop which was super super cute. then off to the school where we had to say our goodbyes. before we had left each other we took pictures with the camera bae bought at wal mart. i never knew it would be so hard to say goodbye to someone, ive also never knew what it was like to love someone so much. so we held each other super tight kissed and held hands until we both had walked the other direction and the last words i said to her in person was i love you baby. then as they pulled away i gave a final wave and walked my lonesome self home and sad but also the most happy boy ever. i love baelynn noelle maxwell with my entire self. she is the one for me and this just proved everything. thank you for everything and thank you for the best time ive ever had in my entire life. 5 shed their past grown up fast.

[03 Aug 2004|12:44am] [ mood | there's no pain in failure-omg ] [ music | omgomgomgomgz is this.. SICK OF IT ALL?! wtf. ] ... guess who's coming to mass wednesday?! PS-- THANK YOU MCGRATH FOR LETTING ME AND JONBRAH STAY AT YO' CRIB. 1 shed their past grown up fast.

[01 Aug 2004|04:05pm] you've been clipped: ______toxic __sexpaint brightly_fading crucialxmosh markeronherface radioxsurgery sexandccrayons uaintnomattcase if you want to be re-added comment here. if not, then .. do nothing. 7 shed their past grown up fast.

[31 Jul 2004|11:31pm] okay, so probably most of you kids add corey to lengthen yr buddy list. and you never comment. or do anything. it's pretty fucking funny. just a thought. corey said i could clean out his friend's list, so really if you want to stay on comment, if not then oh fucking well. ps- for anyone who cares i'm coming up in 2 weeks so if you want to actually meet me.. then you can. xizzo, bae 3 shed their past grown up fast.

[24 Jul 2004|01:31am] "Ed Gein is an example of some individuals who have gotten together and have the technical equivalent of an orgasm on each track. Thrusting in and out and being penetrated erratically, with different rhythms, Ed Gein can either be considered the world’s quickest orgasmer, or a very pitiful premature ejaculator." best thing ever written about a band. and ed gein is the only band that i can relate that with. exact thoughts that run through my mind everytime i hear them. i love you bae <333333333333333333333 grown up fast.

[24 Jul 2004|12:25am] [ mood | hot but wonderful ] [ music | comeback kid is in my head ] depending on how this entry goes with the comments and all i may keep this thing. everyone should add bae and my shared journal _hisnhers last night i went to comeback kid, they were fun the rest of the bands were alright though i did like outbreak. next thursday at the ashland fish and game hentai is most likely playing our last show. we got stuck with a shitty time of 5 30 which is a really shitty way to go out but whatever. my baby may come up in 3 days which i really hope goes through. we will have the most wonderful time ever and hopefully she will be able to attend the last hentai show. i love you bae <33333333333333333 grown up fast.

[11 Jul 2004|05:52pm] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | for the first time nothing at all ] im only writing this to get thoughts out of my head to try to be happy, though its not working. so i hope not one person reads thig wrong. i just want to sleep for about 2 years and hopefully when i wake up everything will be better. i need sleep right now, but i cant sleep anymore, i need to eat right now but i dont feel like eating, i need to smile right now but of course there is nothing to make me smile. i need to talk to somebody but there is nobody to talk to. i need to cry right now but i dont want to. what have i done wrong to deserve any of these things. i just wanted to be a good person, i just wanted to make everyone happy. i tried to become a good kid and it all backfired on me. i ended up being called the asshole. i also think this is my last entry, its quite obvious nobody reads them anymore and that in a way hurts. but dont worry i just wont write anything anymore so i wont have to think about it. the fact im lonely wont become so clear to me. well i know one thing i love you baelynn noelle maxwell, i hope you know that and i hope you never forget. so maybe i shall say bye bye livejournal 2 shed their past grown up fast.

Happy 6 months to my baby [11 Jul 2004|02:47pm] [ mood | i miss her ] [ music | Saetia ] unfortunately do to my parents being faggots and all i dont have the internet at home so i have to make an early 6 month entry for my baby. what can i say about the past six months. honestly in one word i would say they have been perfect. ive never been so happy. i finally know what it feels like to be loved and to be in love. Baelynn Noelle Maxwell you are the most wonderful person in this entire world. youve made me feel like i belong, like i matter, loved, you make me feel like a complete person now. you are the other half i was looking for and i am so happy to have finally found you. thank you so much for being the person you are. i love you with my entire heart. happy first six months of forever! Happy six months baby! I love you with my entire heart! grown up fast.

sweetest thing ever written to me [10 Jul 2004|02:21am] [ mood | indesriable (my baby=best!) ] dear the love of my life, i figured that since i never wrote you an e-mail before, i'd do it now because i love you. so you think it's porn, huh? well it's not. i got you if you think it is. i bet you are smart enough to think otherwise though. i would just like to take this time to tell you a few things that have been on my mind as of recently. please keep in mind that i always thought these things, it's just now that i figured i'd tell you them. i think you need the added boost of happiness in your life right now anyway. i want to keep you happy. first things first, i am happy. completely and utterly happy knowing that you are with me, and i am with you and we have this forever. until death do us part, and i'm sure even after we die we'll be together for an awfully long time afterwards. forever has no end for us. and i know you know this. it just makes me happy. you make me happy. corey, i cannot tell you how much i love you. every song reminds me of you, whether it be the words, the arrangement or simply the music. like for instance, i am listening to q and not u as of right now, and the beautiful background music that is in it reminds me of you. the beautiful guitar part in snow patterns is just a perfect example. after he sings, "i will meet you" that part just reminds me of you. i can see your beautiful smiling face while listening to that part. and the next words and the guitar in the background. especially "it will have to be at night, it's quieter at night" reminds me of you so much. you don't even understand. it brings tears to my eyes listening to these songs that remind me of you because they mean so much to me, and you mean so much to me and if i could just write you a song or maybe make some music that will express my love for you that these simple words cannot say, then maybe, just maybe everyone that knows us and doesn't understand us will understand us, finally. you take the breath out of my lungs, and although i just got that from the song, it doesn't mean that it's not true, because sincerely, you do. i never met a person who could do that to me. i mean you could say the simple words i love you over and over and i swear to god every time i will get the same butterflies in my stomach that i got from the first time you said it. you are simply incredible, and i don't think you know that or are told that enough. and i know things are going to seem difficult, and i'm sorry about earlier today but you need to realize that you shouldn't get sad and you should never feel lonely because i am there for you and i'll be there forever. i'm always just a phone-call/text away. and i swear, if you ever need me to the point of i don't know, i'll fly up and see you. i'll do anything for you and i know you'll do anything for me and i think that's what makes us more special than anyone in the entire world. we are special. and you know that. and i know that. we take advantage of the fact of how special we truely are. we are so meant to be, corey alan macneill, and we know this and we sit and bask in our love every day and it's just beautiful. this is what god created life for, and this is what we'll life as for the rest of our lives. we are going to be so happy when we're together always and forever. i cannot wait until we get married and have our beautiful little babies. that thought just constantly runs through my mind day in and day out. and i can't wait until we have those children and we are so proud and everyone smiles at us because they are beautiful, and as a family we are beautiful. our love is beautiful. and maybe making children will finally put it into an actual visual that people can see. it will steal their breaths away. and we both know this. i'll love you forever, truely. love always, your wife-- baelynn noelle maxwell-macneill. you tell me youve ever gotten something so sweet and so amazing written to you before. yeah thats right i didnt think so. thank you baby for being there for me tonight, i really needed you bad and i appreciate it very much. it was a perfect ending to a not so great night. i love you so much and i bet your pretty little face is sleeping right now hopefully dreaming the most amazing dreams anyone could ever think of. so once again thank you so much even though i know you think its your job thank you so much. i love you with my entire heart. i love baelynn noelle maxwell<3333333333333 grown up fast.

[27 Jun 2004|03:01pm] [ music | shed for you ] we won this mornings semi final game and we are in the championship game at 7! i love you Bae<3333 3 shed their past grown up fast.

[27 Jun 2004|10:54am] [ mood | lovely ] [ music | tunes for bears to dance to ] the past week/weekend has probably been the best of my entire life. nonstop happiness is all its been. im out of school and i can talk to my baby all day. i love spending my days at home talking to the one i love about everysingle thing you can imagine. we have the best days and nights. baelynn noelle maxwell is defintely it for me, she is the love of my life, the one i want to spend the rest of my life with. i dont really know what else to write. its been perfect, just non stop happiness. thank you so much for being the most wonderful person ever to me. thank you for making me feel like i belong, feel loved, and feel complete. you are my favorite person ever. i love you with my entire heart. you mean everything to me and you are everything to me. i love you so much. 1 shed their past grown up fast.

it's obviously not corey writing in corey's journal.. [13 Jun 2004|10:40am] [ mood | lovey dovey ] [ music | THE UNICORNS ] ( do you want to make love to my sweet visage, and then pretend it's you? it's you it was always you ) grown up fast.

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